...and i'm still up! I know when its pointless going to bed. Not so good today and yesterday, feeling quite negative and a bit angry, manifesting itself in things like minor road rage. Thats always a sign that im not on form. Some deeper negativity too e.g. my purpose in life, my place in the world etc, pretty heavy stuff.
Perhaps if the money worries wern't there i'd probably feel a bit brighter. I'm spending more on cigarettes per month than my income on benefits. Ive got a prescription for stop smoking tablets off the GP but apparently they can make you feel depressed, so this is probably not a good time to start.
This money thing is really stressing me. A year ago I was on 30k, now im on 4k. When I was on 30k I never had anything left at the end of the month!
If anyone reads this im sorry for the miserable tone but that's how it is. Hopefully a bit brighter tomorrow (today).